Still 15 days to go!!!

I have finally got a date when i get out of this place!!!
Its still 2 weeks away. I think its the most glorious time pass of my life.
Its been almost two months that i done absolutely nothing except for browsing net and playing pool.
Some strange feelings have crept in.
As i leave this firm, i think about all the things which i will leave behind.
All the friends i made here whom i will miss.
Also going to an entirely new company and start afresh is making me a bit skeptical.
I know life is going to be a lot more difficult than what its here.
They have a lot of expectations from me. I have to prove them right.
I have to make sure that they don't regret their decision.
Its like a burden which i have to bear. There is no other alternative.
A dilemma i can't do without.
An anathema which is a part of the package.

Inanity at its helm

Imagine a scenario when you have absolutely nothing to do!!!

I go through this nightmare daily at my office. I try to kill time by surfing the net, chatting friends online (i have chatted to people i have never worth contacting for years), reading books in the library and lately i have started blogging.

I never liked blogging. I always saw it as a colossal waste of time and resources. For me, only people who have nothing to do indulged in something as wasteful as blogging. Now that i have started blogging myself i see it as a constructive activity. Although my blogging started out of compulsion of what to do with my spare time (a have lots of it), i see it as medium to express oneself. An example of a prejudice being dismantled.

I use my blog to vent out my frustrations, my anguish, my pain.

I would like to reach out to people through my blog.